100% positive!

~bismillah~

100% confirm! i CAN'T go any further in O&G!! for the past 3 years being a medical student i've never been this sure! maybe if i really3X have to do that for the sake of passing the exams n to make sure everything goes well, i'll do it, but to do it just because i want to, huh! that will never do!

100% paeds it is! insyaAllah! (maybe something will pop-in along the way, i'll never know.. i leave it to Allah, He know BEST!)

currently in the process of adapting life in Kulim, Kedah.

new learning environment, new housing area, new food stalls n restaurants, meeting new people and real patients, numerous cases that used to be found only in books n lecture notes!(haha this one... not like the cases are new, it just i AM the one that is new to it ;PP)

insyaAllah, may Allah enlighten the way n makes things easier for me so that the path that i'm planning to take once i finish my medical degree is REAL possible, amin.

ya Allah, ku yakin Engkau akan menunjukkan jalan y terbaik utkku kerana Engkau adalah sebaik2 perancang dan sebaik2 mengatur kejadian. insyaALLAH! ^_^

~alhamdulillah~

langkah tercipta

bismillah....

Semalam aku kelukaan,

Kecewa kehampaan,

Mencalar ketabahan,

Impian seringku harapkan menjadi kenyataan,

Namun tak kesampaian,

Allah…

Inginku hentikan langkah ini,

Bagaikan tak mampu untuk ku bertahan,

Semangat tenggelam lemah daya,

Haruskah aku bertahan,

namun jiwaku berbisik inilah dugaan....

Dan langkahku kini terbuka,

Pada hikmah dugaan

menguji keimanan,

Tak dilontarkanNya ujian diluar kekuatan setiap diri insan..

(Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.. Al Baqarah :286)

Allah…

Pimpin diriku,

Untuk bangkit semula,

meneruskan langkah perjuangan ini,

Cekalkan hati dan semangatku,

Kurniakan ketabahan........

Agar mimpi jadi nyata..

padaMu ku meminta..

Dan ku mohon agung kudratMu..

Wahai Tuhan Yang Satu...

Segalanya dariMu....

alhamdulillah....

* langkah tercipta.. UNIQUE

.....Ya Muqallibal quluub, tsabbit qalbii ‘alaa diinik...

(Wahai Tuhan yang membolak-balikkan hati, tetapkanlah hatiku agar berpegang pada agama-Mu)

~doa Rasulullah (hadith riwayat Ahmad dan Ibnu Abu Syaibah, Aisya ra.)~

thank you Allah

bismillah...

"Robbanaa la tuzigh quluubanaa ba'da idz hadaytanaa wa hab lanaa milladunka rahmah innaka antal Wahhab" Ali Imran 3: 8

“Ya Allah, janganlah Engkau pesongkan hati kami sesudah Engkau memberi petunjuk kepada kami, dan kurniakanlah kepada kami rahmat dari sisi-Mu, sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pemberi (banyak memberi rezeki).” Ali Imran 3 : 8

thank you Allah (Alhamdulillah)

I was so far from You
Yet to me You were always so close
I wandered lost in the dark
I closed my eyes toward the signs
You put in my way
I walked everyday
Further and further away from You
Ooooo Allah, You brought me home
I thank You with every breath I take.

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

I never thought about
All the things You have given to me
I never thanked You once
I was too proud to see the truth
And prostrate to You
Until I took the first step
And thats when You opened the doors for me
Now Allah, I realized what I was missing
By being far from You.

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

Allah, I wanna thank You
I wanna thank You for all the things that You've done
You've done for me through all my years I've been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
And did you give me hope

O Allah, I wanna thank You
I wanna thank You for all the things that You've done
You've done for me through all my years I've been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
I wanna thank You for bringing me home

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

by: MZ~

.....Ya Muqallibal quluub, tsabbit qalbii ‘alaa diinik...

(Wahai Tuhan yang membolak-balikkan hati, tetapkanlah hatiku agar berpegang pada agama-Mu dan ketaatan kepada-Mu)

~doa Rasulullah (hadith riwayat Ahmad dan Ibnu Abu Syaibah, Aisya ra.)~

alhamdulillah...

kisah kami di hari bahagia abg.

bismillah..

first of all mcm agak berzaman jgk br aku nk bcerita psl ni.. but then what to do, mood nk story-telling psl walimah abg br dtg hr ni n tgh2 mlm buta plak tu.. haha

ok, ak smpai kl a night b4 walimah tu, so kinda terkilan coz rmai dah sedara mara dtg 2,3 hr lebih awal utk tlg2 apa y patut.. even atok2 n nenek2 aku dr kedah n johor pon smpai lg awal dr aku. hoh! but what to do, jadual penuh dgn kelas, xkn nk ponteng semua? over lak kan..

hurmm anyway, i think its better if i let the pictures do the talks right???

ni suasana rumah aku mlm tu.. sesak dgn goody bags.. -_-"

proses nk angkut brg2 ke tmpt kenduri..

ade org tu bajet rajin br smpai dr penang dah menolong.. haha (excited k!~)

inilah dia wajah raja sehari mlm sblm walimah~

stress ke bang??? haha

ni next in the line kot!

wajah2 ceria b4 start kenduri...

5th, 8th, 7th, daddy, 6th, 3rd, 4th (2nd missing in action)

suasana dewan b4 walimah start~

pengantin smpai!!!~~ ^_^

my BIG family (10+1) ^_^

kami y ceria lagii...

pengantin + the boys

pengantin + the girls

kakanda-kakandaku... ^_^

big family from johor~

big family from kedah~

antara tetamu2 y hadir~~

my kindergarden teacher.. (sebowk je aku kt blakang tu.. ;PP)

me n my elder sister~

4th n 2nd~

ayah xsabar menimang cucu eh??? ;P

abg siddiq n kak husna with arif (anak sedara sepupu) trying to smile n doing peace.. comel je!~ ^_^

serba serbi potret majlis walimatul urus kakandaku Siddiq Hafiz dan Husna... its a very enjoyable and memorable moment bcoz ini first time we had a wedding in our family.. plus, everyone in the family including my uncles and aunts are excited bcoz this is one of the rare event where all of us can get together and spending happy moment together... ^_^

dari sudut pandanganku: oh sy sgt suka weddings!!!~ ^_^

alhamdulillah...

ada jalannya.... ^_^

bismillah....

INSYA ALLAH (versi melayu)

by :Maher Zain ^_^

Andainya kau rasa tak berupaya
Hidup sendirian, tiada pembela
Segalanya suram, bagai malam yang kelam
Tiada bantuan tiada tujuan
Janganlah berputus asa
Kerana Allah bersamamu

Insya Allah... Insya Allah... Insya Allah...
Ada jalannya
Insya Allah... Insya Allah... Insya Allah...
Ada jalannya

Andainya dosamu berulang lagi
Bagai tiada ruang untuk kembali
Dikau keliru atas kesilapan lalu
Membelenggu hati dan fikiranmu
Janganlah berputus asa
Kerana Allah bersamamu

Insya Allah... Insya Allah... Insya Allah...
Ada jalannya
Insya Allah... Insya Allah... Insya Allah...
Ada jalannya

Kembalilah
Kepada Yang Esa
Yakin padaNya
Panjatkanlah doa
Oh Ya Allah
Pimpinlah daku dari tersasar
Tunjukkan daku ke jalan yang benar
Jalan yang benar
Jalan yang benar
Jalan yang benar...

Insya Allah... Insya Allah... Insya Allah...
Ada jalannya
Insya Allah... Insya Allah... Insya Allah...
Ada jalannya

Melody: Maher Zain
Lyrics: Maher Zain & Bara Kherigi
Arrangement: Maher Zain & Hamza Namira
Malay Lyrics: Frizdan

p/s: my mom asyik tye knape smpai dua kali nk tgk MZ.... jawapannya?? ntah.. aku pon xdpt nk cari jwpn tu... ;PP (xsabar3!!!~)

alhamdulillah...