seriau

bismillah...

assalamualaikum!~

mne lg dahsyat... buat sesuatu tanpa berfikir atau buat sesuatu tapi memikirkan bende len????????

huhuhu.............. amek pengajaran MUHSINA!!!~ lenkali jgn buat lg kalo tau diri tu emosi xstabil!!

mode: merindui yang pasti xmerindui......
mengenang semua yang pasti tiada gunanya lagi....
menyesal tapi pasti takkan dapat mengubati sesalan.......
mencuba mengubati sesuatu yang dah mati.....


*wordless..............................


till then,
wassalam

sudah ditakdirkan..

bismillah...

assalamualaikum!!~

ade sesape prasan sjk kebelakangan ni blogger ini asyik berpuitis dlm bhse pnjajah?? nk tahu knape??? jom!! mari kita TERJAH...........

"blogger.. blogger.. knape awak asyik mggunakan bhse pnjajah... ?? adakah awk terlalu mengagumi bhse pnjajah ini??"

"owh, tidak!! bukan begitu sbnrnya... tapi takdir da menentukan saye mggunakan bhse omputih itu... maka itulah sbb sy berbhse begitu"


byk la die punye takdir semate2!!!!


psst!!.... kisah diatas ni hanye rekaan semate2 lah...


sbnrnye... ape y sy cube smpaikan disini ialah.... satu bende tu xkn terjadi dgn sndirinye dan mesti ade pelakunye maka baru bende tu berlaku... logically mmg cmtu kn???

so conslusionnye disini... b4 kite nk ckp y sumthin tu sudah ditakdirkan Allah Taala... mesti ade sumthin y kite as hamba Allah da bwt y menyebabkan sumthin tu berlaku...

so renungan utkmu MUHSINA... n utk readers juge... sntiase muhasabah blk ape y kite da bwt coz kite xpnh taw mgkin satu2 bende tu adelah satu teguran dari Allah Taala utk kite atau rahmat Allah utk kite perbaiki diri... wallahualam... (yang penting sntiase bersangka baik!~)


sgala y baik tu dtg dr Yang Maha Pencipta.. yang buruk dan segala kekhilafan dtg dr diri blogger ni y masih byk lg kekurangan dan sntiasa melakukan kesalahan....

till then,
wassalam...

I'VE DETERMINED! =)

bismillah...

assalamualaikum!!~

im sorry... although this is the next entry after the last one but i still dont have dat thing with me... huhu... (no worries, MUHSINA.. u'll have it by the end of this month... )

actually bende ni berlaku sgt unpredictable... i never thought i manage to do dat... but anyway... not too much to tell...

it's juz dat... i've decided n i manage to make it come true (its quite surprising actually...) huhu....

till then, wassalam....

p/s : muhsina!!! igt janji Allah ini....

"LA YUKALLIFULLAHUNAFSAN ILLA WUS'AHA"

_bersabarlahsayangku_

gud girl!! =)

bismillah....

assalamualaikum!!~

alhmdulillah... after few weeks of being undecided... i've FINALLY make up my mind!!!! and its good from every aspects~ yeah!!

only Allah knows what I've been through to finally come to this stage of mind... thank You Allah!~ =)

it maybe sound silly or quite exaggerating to some people but to me its really not easy to make this decision.... (though sometym i also think its quite absurd... haha)

but anyway... lets not think about other people and concentrate just to oneself (which is me ofcoz..)

i'll have it one day n masenye xlame dah... so no worries.. one day u'll be able to hold it within ur own hand MUHSINA!! wee~~

(i hope by the next entry i'll have it already.. hoho..)

so till then,

wassalam...

dedicated to you!~

bismillah..

assalamualaikum!~

entry kali ni I nk dedicate utk this one special person... i'll juz call him U...

the story begins with.......

_______________________________________________________________

the first tym i meet U...

"ishh.. die ni nmpk cm garang la... cm xsyok je klo knl ngan die..." (negative thoughs nih)

the first tym U enter the group...

"hah??!! asal die masok group nih??? hishhh..."

as tym goes by....

"hmmm.. ok gk la die nih... not so bad... igtkn cm xbest..." (pengajaran= dont judge the book by its cover)

makin lame.....

"bestnye dpt group ngan U... U sgt wonderful, very helpful n sgt knowledgeable!! thank You Allah for giving me the peluang utk knl U..."

sedar xsedar......

"ala... da nk kne berpisah ke??? npe mse kjp sgt berlalu??? sygnye.... nnt blom tentu dpt U dlm group y same.."

"xpela... at least U still with me... pls2!! jgn g mane2!! "

hari ni.... 17/12/2009

"U da x dlm my group................. huuuuuu sedihnye!!!!!!! sgt2 sedeyh.......... mse ckp ngan U td... air mate da nk menitik dh.. tp sebek smpat tahan... siyesly, im so sad da xsame group ngan U..... i dunno about others but for me... U adelah slh satu sbb i started to enjoy being here..."

i dunno when i started to admire U.. but his charismatic, his dedication, his determination always keeps me going and it have a big impact in the way i view lyfe....

mungkin skg ni... its tym for me to stand by myself... (btol)

alwez think positive MUHSINA!!.... pasti ade hikmah ats setiap y berlaku..... ( sgt btol)

kot ye pon... for how long u're going to be with him?? (btol2)

sooner or later... u'll have to leave him... (btol)

or maybe he'll leave you earlier... (who knows ryte??)

so jgn terlalu bgntung pd die semate2 utk dptkn semngt tuh.... (yup!!)

its all up to u MUHSINA!! not him, not ur parents, BUT you urself!!!... (chai yokk!! Allahuakhbar!!)

p/s: doaku... moga Allah bukakan pintu hati U utk menerime cahaya keimanan dan nikmat Islam dlm diri die... U da byk sgt bbakti n tolong org.. sgt syg kalau kebaikan tu xberada dlm lndasan y btol... moga doaku dimakbulkan satu hari nnt... amin..

till then, wassalam....

happy!!! =)

bismillah..........

assalamualaikum!!~

after two weeks struggling for final exams.... the mission is accomplished!!! hahaha... yeyy... alhamdulillah....... im sooooooooooo happy n i cant stop myself from 'tersengeh2'... haha......

actually there's soooo many reasons why im hepi la........ hee~~

firstly.. OFCOZ it is bcoz i have finish my final exam of sem 1 year 1 of med school...alhamdulillah.... (although it's juz the end of the exam, not the moment of getting the RESULT... ayyoo that one is scarier la... huhu)

secondly.... i have safely arrived at my home sweet home the same day i finish my exams.... thanks to ALLAH..... weee~~~ nikmat btol lah........... hoho... da la dpt men bowling lak pastu... (regardless all the penat... haha) sgt2 syok!!!! (ofcoz i miss my home soooo much after 8 weeks xblk... haha )

thirdly..... jeng!! jeng!! jeng!!!........... the most interesting reason!!!!!!.... i've got new MP4!!!!!!! yey... haha... akhirnya impian termakbul........ heee swonok y amat.... then... i also got new headset n new bag for my cutest lappy... weee~~~ haha.......

the fourth reason...................... i finally got a chance to buy MORE novels written by my faveret author!!!! JOHN GRISHAM!!!!!!!!! this time i got a chance to buy the latest but not so latest book.... THE ASSOCIATE... (actually the latest one is FORD COUNTY.. tp kt msia ni xkua lg la y tuh.. huhuu..) but anyway.... the second book that i buy is THE RAINMAKER (y nih da lme igt nk bli tp b4 diz kewangan xbrape nk stabil lah.. haha) ahhhhh....!!!!~~ cant wait too read these two books... weeee~~~

ade fifth reason x??? hurmmmm........ pk jap........... as far as im concern only these four la (for this moment.... haha)..... but anyway... thanks to majlis.. (ini y nuha pggil utk MARA... die ckp MARA tu mcm nk marah org je... haha.. so die ckp bek pggil majlis... hahaha..).... btw... nuha is my youngest sister.... =D

alhamdulillah... tercapai jugak misi2 kecik nih... doaku... jgn smpai all these things melekakan n melalaikanku utk mcapai MISI TERBESARKU.... RIDHALLAH>> JANNATULLAH... amin...

*btw... there's a few things y aku still teringin... the first one is DAT camera.. huhu but it will cost me about 2k to 3k atleast (itupon its only for the cikai one) huhu.... then PSP... ayyoo is it too impossible for me to get??? hurm......... but anyway... moge ak tetap ngan decision ak utk XNK tuka fon n lptop!!! insyaAllah........... AMIN!!!!!

p/s: special thanks to akmal coz temankn ritu.. =D

till then,

wassalam.....