Sunday, September 14, 2014

everything start with something.


Yesterday was my first tag call. Means on call while tagging. I'm still a tagger (tag along with senior HO and learn the correct way and step to manage patients) till I'm ready enough to manage and handle the patient independently (accordingly and correctly) with the guidance from superiors of course..

Anyway, semalam juga adalah satu titik baru dlm garisan perjalanan y masih jauuhhhhh. Menjadi 1st assistant surgeon. Means the second man after the surgeon himself. 

I initially thought i will be going in with some other senior ho n become the 2nd assistant which mean the less important person lah. Yeah coz the idea of letting some 1st poster who still a tagger and on her 4th day of tagging to become the 1st assistant doesn't sound right. 'What does she know?' 

Yeah. Wanna ask the same question as well. What do I know, man??? 

Eventually it do happen. 

Lots of scolding I've received but lessons learned man. I'm growing by minutes. Everything start with something. 

La yukallifullahunafsan illa wus'aha. Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dgn kesanggupannya. 2:286.

*This words really keep me going. Allahu Allah. Tanpa Dia aku mati. Tanpa Dia aku lemah. Tanpa Dia aku tak mungkin dapat terus menapak. 

One step at a time.

Slowly but keep on walking.

Tears, sweats, pain and tiredness. Make it worth.. 

Alhamdulillah for everything.

P/s: and never forget to smile. It helps. Really does. ^_^

Thursday, September 4, 2014



Adapting is not cool. Especially when you are scared to face that fact.

But tagging while having fever and URTI plus some toothache is nothing near cool at all.

On top of all that, you are all alone. No family or friends with you. it's wayyy far from cool.


But this is it. Now is the time. Hold tightly to 2:286. Believe in Him. La yukallifullahu nafsan illa wus'aha. He does not burden us the things we can't handle.

Stay strong and keep holding on.

You are now a house officer. Not a medical student anymore. Face that fact dear me. And things will be getting tougher and tougher as time goes by. Embrace and accept the challenge.

Bismillah. InsyaAllah we gonna make it through. *Smile.


Wednesday, September 3, 2014

into the new world. part 2


My last post was on April 2014. During Pro Exam. Just before the 4 month long holiday. Yet start writing again on my 2nd day of work. (After the longgg 4 month break) *smirk. Futur.. Hehe

Alhamdulillah. Report duty semalam. Now I'm officially a house officer (HO) in Hospital Putrajaya. Already know my 1st posting.

Yes. Ortho is my first posting as a HO.

Yes. Im nervous. But yet. La yukallifullahu nafsan illa wus'aha. Allah takkan bebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. Al-Baqarah:286. 

So chin up. And pray hard. ^_^

Masih dlm minggu Orientasi dan official tagging bermula esok. Some said rasa macam medical student lagi. Some said they already have to write the patient bht on the first day of tagging.  But anyway...

I dont know what is waiting for me. but i do know, to move forward you have to start MOVING!!

Good luck to all new housemen. Keep moving forward. We can do it. InsyaAllah.

Alhamdulillah. ^_^

ALLAH know!

"dan Dialah y menidurkan kamu pada mlm hari dan Dia mengetahui apa y kamu kerjakan pada siang hari. kemudian Dia membangunkan kamu pada siang hari utk disempurnakan umurmu y telah ditetapkan. kemudian kepadaNya tempat kamu kembali, lalu Dia memberitahukan kepadamu apa y tlh kamu kerjakan." Al-An'am 6: 60

motivating one-self!~

"la yukallifullahu nafsan illa wus'aha"
Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya" al-Baqarah 2: 286

~~kadang kala Allah sembunyikan matahari, Dia datangkan petir dan kilat.. kita tertanya-tanya, kemana hilangnya mentari?? rupa-rupanya Allah gantikannya dengan sang pelangi yang indah... ^_^