it's been 4 years since i'm with her. through thick and thin.
tons of money i spend on her, non she spend on me.
nevertheless, she still stay with me,
brings me anywhere i wanna go. whenever i want.
no complaints, but with few rebellious acts.
i thanked God for sending her. through my dad i know her.
through my dad i fell in love with her.
the 1st year we've been together, our friendship was GREAT.
nothing comes between us. i thanked God for sending her.
then one day i force her to join me balik kampung.
though i know it could trouble her, but i need her. fullstop.
on the way back from kampung, she started her rebellious act.
i know its my fault, but i blame her for being too spoiled.
since then, our friendship started to have cracks here and there.
i blame her for being too weak. but i know i'm the one who should hold the responsibility.
i spend lots of money. on HER. but i know my father spend more.
all to make her become well again. to play with me more.... to layan my karenah more.
but it seems like a non stop journey. i spend more money on her. more and more.
that one day, no more money should i spend on her.
but it is so not going to happen.
tonight, she did it again.
even worse, she left me alone. in the middle of the night. in the middle of the highway.
on my way back from kepala batas, penang to alor setar, kedah.
my bigger fault, my phone went off at that crucial moment.
dear friend, i shall say i had enough of you.
but i can't. since you have been with me for so long.
please. please be nice to me again.
stop all those cranky attitude.
i can't take it anymore. please.
dear Greenie. please be well again. :'(