Dengan nama Allah y Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang.
Alhamdulillah thummal hamdulillah i passed all of last semester postings. psychiatry, otorhinolaryngology, ophthalmology and anaesthesiology. quite blur for most of the time there (in Taiping Hospital) but alhamdulillah i survive the postings.
now, current posting is: paediatric posting!
in KULIM hospital..
i should say paediatric posting is one of the postings that i anticipate after surgery posting. KENAPA??? coz originally i wanna be a PAEDIATRIC SURGEON.
ok actually its one of the long list of career i'm looking forward to.. 1st general surgeon, 2nd paediatric, 3rd paediatric surgeon. and the 4th one emergency medicine. ;)
but anyway... here come the gist of the story which is the sad part of the story. T_T
KENAPA.. KENAPA.. KENAPA...
kenapa i lost my semangat to be BERSEMANGAT in this posting?? (ok ayat brazil.ignore.)
WHEN I'M SUPPOSE TO BE EXCITED, THRILLED AND LOOKING FORWARD FOR IT EVERYDAY LIKE I DID BACK IN SURGERY POSTING??? why??
kt rumah malas study, kat ward pon malas clerk patients. what's happening to me?
where's the spirit Muhsina???? ~_~
BUT... (here come the excuses.. @_@)
1.the posting is so tough. many things to study, to handle cranky babies and infants, examinations and assessment skills to be brush up and many others...
2.the specialists are garang. (positively said they are professional. professional healthcare personnel that expect us to be one. starting from now!)
3. i can't take the supervisor. (REASON? mls cite. tu mengumpat namenye!)
3. and last but not least... I'm LAZY. (yes, that's it. THAT'S the real reason behind all this cranky attitude.
ok enough with ALL this nonsense LAH!
"la yukallifullahu nafsan illa wus'aha..."
'Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kemampuannya'
"Allah does not charge a soul except [with that within] its capacity."
what's there to complaint maaaa??? He mention it in His Holy Qur'an already. He KNOW that we can handle the situation given to us, that's why he give it.
Dia Maha Pengasih lg Maha Penyayang kan. Maha means the utmost superior power beyond EVERYTHING! so Maha Pengasih and Maha Penyayang means NO ONE lg syangkan kita dari DIA. sooo... SMILE!
SMILE and face this road as it is already written for us to take it. NOT anyone else. BELIEVE!
alhamdulillah thummal hamdulillah.
*FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!!! score A for paeds n ortho postings.. amin. insyaAllah!. :)
p/s: sorry for all the jumble mumble of broken english n bahasa pasar together with all the short forms.