Monday, July 9, 2018

Hurtful

Bismillah

Im confused, hurtful and frustrated with myself.

Why?

Because i couldnt make up my mind.

I couldnt decide which way i want to go.

I couldnt let go of that feeling.
That feeling of moving forward. Pursuing ther dream. Movig up the stair of ther career path.

To add the fuel to the fire, the feeling of jealousy of my colleagues that are on their way of pursuing that road.

That feeling.

Sad, disappointed with myself.

Im not strong enough, to decide, to stop hoping and to move on a different path.

May Allah bless.
Wallahualam.

ALLAH know!

"dan Dialah y menidurkan kamu pada mlm hari dan Dia mengetahui apa y kamu kerjakan pada siang hari. kemudian Dia membangunkan kamu pada siang hari utk disempurnakan umurmu y telah ditetapkan. kemudian kepadaNya tempat kamu kembali, lalu Dia memberitahukan kepadamu apa y tlh kamu kerjakan." Al-An'am 6: 60

motivating one-self!~

"la yukallifullahu nafsan illa wus'aha"
Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya" al-Baqarah 2: 286

~~kadang kala Allah sembunyikan matahari, Dia datangkan petir dan kilat.. kita tertanya-tanya, kemana hilangnya mentari?? rupa-rupanya Allah gantikannya dengan sang pelangi yang indah... ^_^