everything start with something.

Bismillah.

Yesterday was my first tag call. Means on call while tagging. I'm still a tagger (tag along with senior HO and learn the correct way and step to manage patients) till I'm ready enough to manage and handle the patient independently (accordingly and correctly) with the guidance from superiors of course..

Anyway, semalam juga adalah satu titik baru dlm garisan perjalanan y masih jauuhhhhh. Menjadi 1st assistant surgeon. Means the second man after the surgeon himself. 

I initially thought i will be going in with some other senior ho n become the 2nd assistant which mean the less important person lah. Yeah coz the idea of letting some 1st poster who still a tagger and on her 4th day of tagging to become the 1st assistant doesn't sound right. 'What does she know?' 

Yeah. Wanna ask the same question as well. What do I know, man??? 

Eventually it do happen. 

Lots of scolding I've received but lessons learned man. I'm growing by minutes. Everything start with something. 

La yukallifullahunafsan illa wus'aha. Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dgn kesanggupannya. 2:286.

*This words really keep me going. Allahu Allah. Tanpa Dia aku mati. Tanpa Dia aku lemah. Tanpa Dia aku tak mungkin dapat terus menapak. 

One step at a time.

Slowly but keep on walking.

Tears, sweats, pain and tiredness. Make it worth.. 

Alhamdulillah for everything.

P/s: and never forget to smile. It helps. Really does. ^_^