sekarang dah minggu ke 4 JKM posting di tanjung karang, kuala selangor. one word to describe. d*mn. urgh. (ok agk kasar di situ)tapi seriously aku kurang mengerti kenapa org ckp jkm ni masa utk relax. sakit kepala hari2 adalah.
ok minus the sleeping time when no briefings or fieldwork activities. n the movie time bila takde report or slides to settle. but to put it all together, there are 9 presentations and 7 reports to be done!. kalah secretary nk mengadap komputer tiap2 hari ok.
dealing with people u barely know lagi satu hal. eh. bukan barely know, baru nk kenal ok... nk menghafal nama dah satu kes. nk work together with them lagi satu kes. plus nk lead dorg lagi. urgh. pastu nk pegang duit intervention lagi. urgh. hari2 macam ni boleh kena migraine!!
okay.... SANGAT EMO!!!
okay2.... in the positive side, dptlah kenal ramai new friends... actually diorg ni sume baik2 tapi itulah, berkenalan dlm keadaan nk kne siapkan kerja y berlambak2.. haihh.. dush2!
DISCUSSIONS and MEETINGS satu hal lagi..........
3rd week is the worse week so far, every night dari isnin sampai ahad meetings!! kejap reproductive hazard, next SOCSO, then walkthrough survey, plus the specific survey and intervention meetings. urgh. not even one single day pass by without me thinking how i miss hospital kulim.. especially A&E.. huuu! T_T
okayyy... mungkin its not that bad either.. mungkin by the time all this crazy things pass by. all the reports n slides settle. i CAN enjoy it here. MUNGKIN! i might be changing my mind later on. i don't know lah..
anyway, i'm seriously missing hospital kulim and all the things there.. sob2 T-T
terasa berkarat je otak ni tak de guna any medical terms or menjenguk any medical books.. uhuhu (tak sangka im missing the books. uhuks.) yelah, its so true. carbuncle pon ak boleh terlupa ape bende tu.. ni lagi lah klo org tye balik mende2 kt O&G n beloved surgery.. huhu
3 more weeks to go... but ending jkm means entering internal med. haiyakk.. itu lagi satu kes.. 0_0 @_@
oh Allah,
ikhlaskan hatiku dalam menuntut ilmuMu,
tenangkan hatiku dengan segala ketentuanMu,
hidupkan hatiku dengan cintaMu,
biarkan aku hanyut dalam mimpi indah bersamaMu,
moga dapatku redha akan segala qada' dan qadarMu..
amin, ya Rabbal 'alamin...
alhamdulillah...
