Bismillah
Im confused, hurtful and frustrated with myself.
Why?
Because i couldnt make up my mind.
I couldnt decide which way i want to go.
I couldnt let go of that feeling.
That feeling of moving forward. Pursuing ther dream. Movig up the stair of ther career path.
To add the fuel to the fire, the feeling of jealousy of my colleagues that are on their way of pursuing that road.
That feeling.
Sad, disappointed with myself.
Im not strong enough, to decide, to stop hoping and to move on a different path.
May Allah bless.
Wallahualam.
