atok... soriii...

bismillah...



assalamualaikum!~


huhuhu.. akhirnye.. H1N1 mnyerang gk acms... a bad news or a good news??? hmm... complicated gk la jwpn die.. ahaha...

im currently kt kl.. ahaha wekend ritu br je blk, skg blk lg.. ehehe.. home sweet home la ktekan.. (kunun je nih)...


nk cite nih.... hmmm mse dlm bas nk blk kl td kn, i meet one atok ni.. sian sgt die... da bergelar warge emas cmtu pon still nek bas sorg2, travel jaoh dr penang ke kl all by himself...

actually, rse berslh sgt kt atok tu.. coz im suppose 2 sit next to him, tp im running away n dok kt sit kosong kt blakang coz nk dok gk ngan dak2 len..


mse bhenti kt rnr kn, F(one of my fren)cite... mse nk bli air, atok 2 brato kt kaunter nk byr... then...


atok (ngan tgn y kosong)..."brape harge??"


cashier.. "pakcik, pkcik nk byr utk ape nih??"



atok... "tu, air y kt dlm peti ais tu.."



hmmmmmm....


then... mse bs da nk grk, atok tu xnek lg taw... tgk2 kt bwh... die tgk pusing2 stesen minyak tu then knocking pintu bas len igt tu bs ke kl... sdgkn bs sbnrnye sblh die je mse tu... ngan rse bslh y sgt mdlm.... ina pon turun la bas g approach atok tu...



ina... "pakcik... pakcik... bas kite y ni(smbil tunjuk kt bs kt sbelah)"


atok... "hah?? owhh.... time kasih.. time kasih..."



hmmmmmmmm....




then... 2nd stop kt rnr len... die turun lg... atok 2 msok kdai n looking for a drink lg.. D(my rumate) cite.... atok tu tye mne tmpt nk byr sdgkn tmpt byr tu dkt je ngan die..



after byr tu... atok tu cm nk jln2 kt lua kdai tu taw.. n at the same tym, drver bas y tgh byr kt kaunter tu ckp... "kk.. bas nk grk da ni.."


me (ngan rse bslh y msih tebal... tapping slowly bahu atok tu)... "pakcik2, bas nk grk da tu.."



atok (ngan mke y agk frust.. myb sbb bas nk grk cpt sgt kot..)... "owhhh... haiiiihhhh.. ok2"




ngan sdaye upye atok tu abeskn air y die tgh minum.... i think atok tu igt xley bwk minuman dlm bas kot... sian tgk die abeskn air tu cpt2...




lastly, mse da smpai stesen duta, atok tu turun... struggling amek beg die kt tmpt smpan beg tu n dok kt kusi tpi tu... it seems like he is waiting 4 sum one..



dlm ati.....



"hmmm.. im sooo sori atok... im suppose to sit next to u n i knoe i cn assist u more... n help u even more..."



disebbkn selfish n xnk dok jaoh dr kwn2, ina sggop bia atok tu struggle sgsorg doin sumthin dat i knoe die xpnh buat..

even worse, memule ina cm nk nyumpah je relatives die y bia die travel sorg2... tp ape beze ina ngan dorg??? bia je die bsusah pyh sndiri n ina xtlg... sme je kn??????


moral of de story.... ina berazam... in the future, if its happen for me to come across same situation, i wont be as selfish as i am today... as a doctor later on.. of coz patients' benefits are
alwez my main priority!!!

(ingt nk tuleh reflective writing rini... tp tuleh post ni pon kire cm sme gk la kn?? heheh... )

k lah... till we meet again.... daa~~`

wassalam....