Decision making

Bismillah....

The steps feel heavy but the heart feel at ease.
Leaving behind things you have interest in never feels right, but the thought of spending time with people you love is the best reason ever.

Decision making.
Not to be made when the heart in pain, nor when the heart in too much joy.

Leaving, saying good bye. Never a joy.
Adapting, assimilating. A prove of easier saying than doing.

Found a great teacher. A guru. A master. An idol. The footsteps that show guidance. An urge to follow,but a tidal to swallow.
Running, chasing one dream is a thing. Reality and responsibility is another.
Not everyone has similar path to walk through.
Nor everyone developed similar passion and strength to continue.

I have made the decision. Yet to find out the outcome.

Happiness and suffering come simultaneously. Yet it teach a valuable lessons. to pursue or not to pursue.

Dreams are made to be turned into reality. Or its a sweet fantasy that pushes you to go through the harsh reality.

Reality check. Ask the heart what matter most and definitive answer is there. Juggling is not the cup of coffee. Nor sacrificing.

In the end. Decision making is not one to decide. Its the qada' & qadr of The God Almighty.

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Ive made one decision rushingly before and the result is catastrophic. Now ive given such long duration to think and choose. Alhamdulillah it might not be the best, yet im glad its done after much thorough thinking.

PS: good day Penang! almost 2 years and its hello Kedah. 😎

*Yet to discover bigger world and unknown future.

#alhamdulillah # #mayAllahease #mayAllahbless #mayAllahguide #mayAllah protect