its not the end lah. chills!

bismillah...

today is the last day of my surgical posting for this 3rd year. sedih.. a word to describe my feeling now. 7 weeks in surgical department of hospital Kulim. hurm. very nice experience.

from a girl who really3X afraid of surgical procedure, who never dare to see any surgical procedure especially dulu2 yang salu dlm TV3 tu.. medicTV. fuh, each n everytime ada org bukak je, she'll run away or the least she can do is close her eye tightly.

once got this task to bedah2 mata lembu in F3, this girl will run to the back of the class, then because the students really have to see! the steps, she only able to intai2 behind her friend. hoho.

then another one, during F5. each class were given the task to bedah one katak, she only able to watch the katak with the chest already been open. all the earlier procedure, huh good thing didn't see. erk. watching all the organ dalaman pon dah telan air liur.

she even crying like CRAZY watching a video on C section procedure... fuh. seriously?!!

NOW....

after all the 180 degree changes within this 3-4 years....

she is the one who always eager to enter the OT, wanting to see all the surgical interventions, the one that always the first to volunteer if any blood taking event, inserting cannula, removing suture and even suturing a wound being offered! ini seriussss.. haha (laughing to herself! kesian)

also, quite a few times she entering OT secretly by herself either during lunch hour or in the evening just to see the operations. haiyyaa seriously this girl.

then, there's one time the consultant offering her to scrub in n joining the green gown but only to watch lah ofcoz. woh. she waited like crazy that evening, but then, the consultant forgot to call her in n she miss her chance. uhu maybe next time. sedih bangat. seriously!

huhu. all the experience within these 7 weeks in surgical department. interesting! serius ckp. tapi ada la quite few time rasa boring GILA, cthnya time2 kne dgr lectures. fuh. korg penah rasa x cmni? "mata korg tgh terbukak besar2 tetiba korg tersengguk?" ha serius ckp i used to experience this during one of the lectures (tapi ni actually kisah after semalaman xtido siapkn case report la! haha.)

tapi... mmg rasa mcm tak nk tukar department, but what to to, life must go on..... sob3X T-T

starting next week and the next 6 weeks will be O&G posting. hurm. Allah know BEST.

Muhsina, be positive lah. at least u can still enter OT. though for quite different purposes. hurm.

no worries! after finishing ALL these things choose lah what u want to choose k, n who knows actually Allah have a better plan for u! ^-^ ALWAYS! believe in Allah. ;)

He already mention in Qur'an....

"boleh jadi kamu tidak menyenangi sesuatu, padahal itu baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal itu tidak baik bagi kamu. Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui" Al Baqarah 2 : 216

bismillahi tawakkal tu 'alallah.. ^^

alhamdulillah....

"ramadhan tiba, ramadhan tiba, ramadhan tiba.. marhaban ya ramadhan, marhaban ya ramadhan, marhaban ya ramadhan...." ^_^