pro exam. its the end?

bismillah...

tinggal satu je lg theory paper esok n sabtu dpn exam clinical (tanya2, check2 REAL patients, susun ayat, present kt Dr, discuss2 mcm mna nk manage. not 1 but 5 patients)... then insyaAllah thats it. NO repeat. insyaAllah. amin. (aminnn)

for now dh mula terfikir whats next?? 

for 5 years anticipating this Pro Exam. now its about to come to an end. so whats next? 

yes, the politically correct answer would be: tunggu posting.

but beyond that i was actually thinking, selama ni belajar ngokngek2 memang utk Pro Exam ke? sbb bila fefeeling nk habis ni jd mcm: 'what? selama ni tunggu penuh kecuakan utk this moment, now its about to end?'

heh. dari situ lg dah nmpk sumbing. kau belajar utk jd Dr? kau belajar utk lulus exam? atau sebenarnya kau belajar utk dpt redhaNya?

tepuk dada tya iman masing2. ini general. semua course boleh apply. memang. saya berbicara dari sudut student. yela tak habis lagi. mana nk faham perasan mereka2 y dah berkerja kan? 'lain sgt masa kerja dgn masa belajar' 'aku rindu la nak belajar balik, free, xda tanggungjawab, tau study pastu jwb exam je' 'budak tak habis belajar lg mana faham, kerja ni stress bkn seronok2 je' etc. etc.

i got no comment on that issue. xkerja lg. xda pengalaman lg so biar kakak2, abg2 y bkerja y sentuh.

my major point is. niat. hadith kan. setiap amal tu bgantung pada niat.

sooo. bila niat belajar tu utk lulus exam, bila da lulus exam tu apa jd? hilang terus momentum y selama ni menolak utk terus focus.

sama juga bila niat belajar utk jadi doktor, engineer, lab technician, cikgu, etc. (sekadar menyebut beberapa pkerjaan. xda niat utk mmperkecilkan atau buat2 xnmpk y lain). bila da dpt kerja tu apa jadi? da xada dah sebab utk berusaha. sbb dah smpai target.

tapiiii.. cuba kita jadikan niat kita nak dapat redha Allah. wee.. it wont stop. the momentum, the urge to do the best, sbb ia xkan selesai selagi xjejak syurga Allah.

a friendly reminder to me n to all of us. kita masuk syurga bkn sbb amal kita, tapi sbb redha dan rahmat Allah. iyee, kita buat amal kebaikan tapi ia belum cukup utk beli tiket ke jannah, hanya bila Allah redha baru dpt pass masuk syurga. hokeyy??

as a conclusion. always recheck. and renew. our niat. whyyyy would we be doing what we are doing.. pnjg pulak post. till then. may Allah bless.

alhamdulillah...