its the thought that matter...

bismillah....

2nd entry within this 6 weeks JKM posting in tg karang... skg dah masuk minggu ke 6... ok now ak dah cool down skit... tak de emo mcm post lepas. hohoho... *malu lak emo terlebih*

okayyy,,, as i said CLEARLY up there! (sila pndang ke bhgian atas blog ini dan baca tittle dia)

INI KISAHKU!.. so now ...its MY point of view of thingss... (not what i think what other people might think. ok?! )

different people different point of view. my first stand.

negative thought : different point of view means ARGUMENTS!!

positive thought : different point of views means... a collection of IDEAS which could generates THOUSANDS more fantastic ideas...

conclusion: its the man that decide the rules. not the rules decide the man.

some people are born-leader. some other people.. just waiting like the star to shine.

*stars shine at? : night only. why? because they worth it. ^^ second stand.

the difference?

some people know their capabilities by themselves.

negatively thinking: ala org2 y suka mencapub nk jadi ketua tuh. y nk tunjuk bajet hebat tuh.

positively thinking: hello! org tu berani kot nk ke depan. y kau tu pandai ckp blakang2 je ke? ade beran ke nk pikul tanggung jawab jd ketua?

some other people... they need perangsang. why? because sometimes, its the people around u who sees u best. sometimes these kind of people are way much better in leading. unsangkarable btol. (-_-"?)

conclusion: neither one is superior from the other. both leaders have pros n contras. its the thought that makes the decision.

oklah thats the end of story. cukuplah 2 stands for now. my left shoulder is killing me right now. daa~

alhamdulillah...

changes?? at my own pace!

bismillah....

nak berubah tu bukan senang... nak2 lagi perubahan tu kearah kebaikan... lagi la byk cabaran n rintangan menanti kt dpn... tapi kalau fikir from the bright side... takkan Allah nk bg perubahan tu senang je kan? mesti la ada susah payah, baru la kite tau nk appreciate.. kalau x, sng je nk berubah ke arah kebaikan, then sah2 senang je nk berubah balik ke perangai lama.. hurmmm..

”.... apakah manusia mengira bahwa mereka akan dibiarkan begitu saja mengatakan : “kami telah beriman sedangkan mereka tidak diuji ?“ Al- Ankabut 29: 2

actually aku nk tulis.... klo tgk cara aku blaja dlu n skg mesti org xpecaye! haha... seriously! aku LAGI la xpercaya!! dari org y plg mls pegang buku, skg ni TERPAKSA!! tidur pon klo bleh nk peluk (tipu la tu, buku tu taruk tepi je nanye) haha.. nak2 lg skg ni module neuroscience.. adoiiii, dr xinsaf2 skg terpaksa gk PAKSA diri.. klo x bye2 la Muhsina oiii...

tapiiiii... nk banding tahap kerajinan aku ngan org sekeliling, hurm cm langit ngan bumi kot!

BEZA, MEMANG BERBEZA!...

tapi xpela... cm salu aku pegang n semat dlm mind.. biarlah aku jadi kura2 y lembab janji aku tau mane pathway aku nk lalu, n pathway tu masih ke arah matlamat y betol... biar lambat asal selamat... kan? (tapi xbermakna ikut cara sndiri tu lembab right?? mne tau nanye lagi speed? haha pasan!)

ok2, dgn ini sy bangga mengatakan.....

I PREFER TO FOLLOW MY OWN PACE!!!!!

buat apa aku nk terkejar2 ikut step org lain tp habuk aku xdpt... tapi aku sedar la, kadang2 tu mmg la kena blaja dr cara org, pastu pandai2 la adapt n jadikan cara tu cara aku..

itu sebenarnya maksud 'my own pace' tu [aku sedar kemampuan aku dan aku tahu cara nk handle, improvise n betulkan mana y salah]... bukannya aku menonong xtentu arah kehulu kehilir ikut cara n rentak sendiri walaupon bila aku tau cara tu salah... hmmmm...

xpelah, y penting... istiqamah dlm setiap perubahan tu.... biar sikit, tapi tetap berterusan... sikit2 lama2 jadi bukit.. biar bermula dari nothing, meniarap, merangkak, bertatih, berjalan, pastu baru la boleh berlari.... right??! ^_^

Dari A’isyah r.a menyebut bahawa Nabi saw. ada bersabda:
“Sesungguhnya amal yang paling dicintai oleh Allah adalah yang dikerjakan terus menerus walaupun sidikit.” (Diriwayatkan oleh Muslim)

alhamdulillah....

mampus kau

bismillah...

yarkkkk.. akhirnya, setelah bermlm2 aku xleyh tidur disebabkan kau.. mampus juga kau akhirnya.. berbekalkan ridsectku y tinggal sisa dan ridsect pinjaman dr nadia.. mampus juga kau akhirnya..

ade ke patut di satu malam y dingin, tgh sedap2 aku diulik mimpi indah kau merayap kt kepala aku.. ciss..

pastu bile cari satu bilik, kau menghilang di kegelapan malam.. ceit

dan akhirnya.... mlm ni kau tumpas ditgn aku.... hahahaha(gelak evil)

dijadikan cerita, aku ragu2 gk nk membunuh kaum kerabat kau y sebelum ni dah aku bunuh.. yela haram wut bunuh binatang suka2... even nyamuk pon aku kasi chance k.. tapi bila dirujuk kembali engkau adalah vector pembawa penyakit, aku xragu2 lagi utk menjadi serial killer...

yela kau dan kaum kerabat kau mmg dah melampau.. sgt melampau...bukan takat dlm bilik air kau nk kacau, ni aku tidur pon kau nk kacau.. huh mmg sudah lebih...

yeahhh.. aku bangga(!!!!) bergelar serial killer kepada kau, wahai enche LIPAS........... nntikanlah.. kalau ada lagi kaum kerabat kau berani mengganggu ketenteraman aku, siaplah. tgk la apa aku buat nnt.. satu tong besar ridsect aku beli!!!! huh.. igt aku takut?? aku takut Allah k...

*pengakuan: lipas dan saya cannot be in the same line... (but i already did.. wut de? -_-")

oh ye, salam Eidul Adha kepada semua.. 1st time being far from home during hari raya.. but well, i survive it.. (with quite few tears.. haha)

alhamdulillah...

jam pasir

Bismillah...

pejam celik pejam celik, dah minggu ke-16 sem 3. uhui final exam tiga minggu lagi. kejap je dah nk habis sem 3. lps tu sem 4.fuh. kadang2 terfikir gk, biar betik dah 2nd year?? sedar2 nnt 3rd year, 4th year, 5th year, pastu dah habis?? fuh. bunyi dia macam kacang goreng. mcm senang je kan? tapi faktanya?? hahaha. tanya la dak2 medic y bertebaran melata di bumi Allah ni. bak kata UNIC (kini UNIQUE).. di hati ini hanya Tuhan y tahu, lalala~

kan syok hidup ni ibarat jam pasir, bila dah habis satu putaran, boleh dipusing2 balik. haha. tapi hakikatnya hidup ni bukan macam tu. org selalu kata hidup cuma sekali... tapi mereka lupa, mati itu juga sekali, akhirat itu juga sekali, syurga dan neraka itu juga hanya sekali.

sekarang ni, dah mcm2 fesyen so-call 'muslimah' dah ada kt pasaran, tudung bonggol unta lah, tudung rahib kristian lah, tudung jambul terkeluarlah, baju buah nangka lah, baju kertas turas lah, mcm2 ada. haha. ntah tang mana muslimah pon xtau la.

fenomena skg jugak,

1. profession: guru/doktor/pengurus/kerani/pelajar/etc.
2. agama: islam/yahudi/buddha/kristian/etc.
3. etc. etc. etc.

islam itu hanya agama kah? islam itu hanya pada ic kah? pilih penyataan berikut:

1. saya seorang pelajar beragama Islam
2. saya seorang Muslim y sedang belajar

mana satu kita sekarang? astaghfirulllah..

p/s: sekadar coretan dan buah fikiran di malam hari... wallahua'lam..

Alhamdulillah~

DR. J

~bismillah~

dlm kesibukan study week (kunun la sibuk.. ngeh2)

smpat lg meng'update blog.... hehe

xde, nk cite...

td, sy terjumpe ngan U.. xigt sape U???

haa g bace post y dlu2 tuh.. mls la nk describe blk.. haha

papepon, td terserempak ngan die.. then i though he didn't see me... so i just stare at him..

i mean pandang je la.. xde la jeling.. haish..

tetibe ngan penuh semangat, die bye2 sy... i mean die lambai tgn utk say hye la.. ayyoo

(ke sy je y prasan die smangat?? -_-")

ahaha.. but anyway, tetibe terdetik dihati....

I WISHHHHH...

next year i'll be in the same PBL with him... aminnn

haha tu je...

~wassalam~

* only Allah know why i admire him... regardless his religion.. *sigh*

DR. J >>> Dr. J. Pramanik........

baby

~bismillah~

sian 'baby' sy....

dah berabok2 dah......

uhuuu bkn xnk layan...

tapi xde mase... sob3 T-T

*ia TAKKAN.. i repeat.. ia TAKKAN dijual.. terima kasih.. =)

~wassalam~

sahabat

~bismillah~

its just a story that i would like to share...

i have a fren...

seorg kwn y terjmpe skdr kebetulan...

dan takdir Allah smpai skg still in contact.....

berjumpe mmg jarang sekali...

i guess mostly through ym kot we contact each other...

but anyway, what i would like to tell is dat..

he is a nice person despite his superficial attitude and behaviours..

and most importantly, he is such a great fren...

especially whenever im in need...

thank you so much for being my sahabat...

people might misunderstood us...

but never mine...

u'll always be my sahabat forever~

insyaAllah...

~wassalam~

besar

~bismillah~

penat jadi orang besar ni kan?? *sigh*

~wassalam~

im hot

bismillah...

assalamualaikum!!!~

haha... bace tajuk entry ni mesti igt ntah pape kn...???! haha... no la.. actually nk gtaw ni sejak kebelakangan ni cuaca sgt panas... siang sgt panas... dan malam ponnnnnnn panas... klo xberpeluh2 n mengipas2 diri sendiri ngan tgn (y sebenarnya xde la effect sgt pon tp buat jugak jnji ade effort...) mmg xsah... ntah dlm sehari bape kali mandi pon xtaw la.. (actually sblom ni xde la rajin sgt mandi tp sjk due menjak ni y pasti bilangannya mmg makin bertambah la... haha)

hmmm... xpe la.. bare with it je la... ni br panas dunia, panas akhirat xtaw lagi cmne... nauzubillah...

k... byk keje lg nk buat... got to go... (nanye nk sambong bace john grisham je.. haha)

*oh ye... esok my nenek@tok (org utara..) nk masok ospital n hari khamis nk operate mata.. nk buang cataract... doakan everything ok eh??? insyaAllah xde pape la... tapi... tok ckp tok takot nk dok ospital sorg2.. lgpon tok dpt bilik sorg2 je.. so tok ajak sy teman.... hmmmm... rase bersalah klo tak teman, tapi ade kelas hari khamis n jumaat tu... tapiiii... tok sy lg pentinggggggggggggg, so after kls sok sy blk kdh!!!~ hmm xpela, ilmu boleh dicari, tapi nenek sy mne nk ganti??? kan? kan??

kk... no more bebel2.... wassalam

its juz a pain...

what hurts the most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ‘em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that im lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that im lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that im lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that im lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo

pengalaman2...

bismillah...

assalamualaikum..!~

semalam... bgn2 pg... (da set dlm mind.. hari ni aku nk blk penang lmbt skit ah.. da janji nk tmn tok g HSB..)

da settle mandi, bsiap sume.. after packing2 all de stuff sume (mcm byk sgt je stuff tuh) n da susun beg tepi katil.. turun la bwh..

"tok.. satg nk p ospital tu kol bpa??"

"pas zohor satg, p njang mai la.. siap cpt.. bang ja trus solat.."

"owkay!"


dipendekkn cite.. tepat jam 4.. tugas menemani tok gi jumpe pakar mate kt HBS (Hospital Sultanah Bahiyah, Aloq Setaq ) pon settle...

"p njang, p njang drop ina kt tpi jln tu pon xpa lah.. satg ina jln la p sana.." (sana tu merujuk kpd Stesen Bas Shahab Perdana, Aloq Setaq)..

kesian kt tok y cm da pening2 tu.. ak pon bwt kputusan xyh la nk susahkn p njang lg.. drop tepi jln dh la.. xyh nk tmn2 ak..

kol 4.45.. bas pon bergerak menuju jeti butterworth....

jam 6 lbey.. terpacaklah kt stesen bas butterworth 2.. usha kiri.. usha kanan.. mne la bas 601 neyh.. pale da berdenyut2 blk nih... igt dmm smlm da recover.. adoii..

(dlm pikiran.. bas ooooo bas... jgn la dtg lmbt2.. cne la den nk bbuke dlm bs neyh...)

jam 7.10.. bas 601 pon smpai...

jam 7.15... bas mule meninggal platform..

(dlm ati.. huuu peningnye pale... sabo2.. sabo muhsina... be tough!!! pose2 nih kne byk sabo...)

jam 7.20... msg dr kama, dyiana n akmal pon masok... sume ala2 berbunyi.. "muhsina, da azan.. slamat bbuke.. "

ngan penoh redha.. ak capai buger MarryBrown y smpatku bli kt shahab td... n air tropicana twister buah tgn jeti butterworth..

maka.... bermulah episod berbuke pose didlm bas RAPIDPENANG bernombor 601....

sob3... mase tu pndg kiri pndg kanan.. baruku sedar... cm xnmpk pon any pompuan pkai tudung kt sni.. any lelaki berupa ala2 melayu pon xde... mcm xde any single muslim pon dlm ni.. except me n de pakcik driver kt dpn tuh..

huuuu.. sedeyhnye tym tu... wlaupon pnglmn ni xseteruk mse first tym blk dr kl sorg2... n sesat kt island kol 4 pg... tp ttp sedeyh... waaaaa.... cm nk nanges je.. ( dlm ati.. sabo2.. sabo muhsina... pengalaman nih... pengalaman!!!)

dpndekkn cite lg... kol 9 lbey... ak da slamat mjejakkn kaki kt pv... wahhh!! rase tym tu mcm home sweet home!!! (uma pv pon ok la... janji ak da slamaT!!) thanx 2 yana coz pick me up kt kailan... muax2!!

tpt jam 9.30 mlm.. seusai mandi, unpacking n solat isya' sume.. mate da smakin berpinar... suhu bdn mkin meningkat...

(katil2!!!! satu2nye bende bermain dipikiran.. )

sesaat kemudian... already off to LALALA land!!!~~



p/s: muhsina xsolat terawih mlm nih... sob2.. demam itu membatas segalanya... =(


wassalam...

23 Ramadhan 1430 H bersamaan 13 September 2009 M

thanx..

bismillah...

assalamualaikum!~

bak kate org... simple but sweet... so... thanx 2 'u' and all myfrenz for being my fren... hehe...
nytez... daa~~ (nk tido da nanye ni.. tp rse nk tuleh gk.. huhu)

k.. till then...

wassalam...