bismillah..
uhuk2.. orthopaedics posting is DONE.. and i could say i kinda attracted to ortho... BUT the saying 'ortho does not require strength' is a LIE. i refuse to elaborate. -..-
therefore although i like ortho, high chances it will not be included in my list.
actually, there's one incident during the 1st week (ke 2nd week?) that bring me goosebumps every time i think of it.. it left me a great scar that i can't even look back at the slides and repair the damage i done. urgh. SERIOUSLY, it my fault. not the one that scold me, not anyone else. it my fault. only me. but the one that have to bare the consequences is my groupmates.. uhuhu pity them. I'M SO SORRY GUYS. it's difficult to make u guys understand but truly, i cant.
anyway, after 2 weeks of study week plus CNY holiday, now... there's only one day left before the end of semester 2 year 4 examination start.. uhuk. im scared. i don't think i'm well prepared. T_T but bismillah... may Allah ease our path and ease everything that come across.. moga kami, 31 orang pelajar perubatan tahun 4 MD UKM aucms. lulus semuanya dan meneruskan perjalanan ke tahun 5 dengan jayanya. amin.
alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal.
"ya Tuhan kami, sesungguhnya Engkau mengetahui apa yang kami sembunyikan dan apa yang kami tampakkan; dan tidak ada sesuatu pun yang tersembunyi bagi Allah, baik yang ada di bumi mahupun yang ada di langit" Ibrahim 14: 38
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Saturday, February 2, 2013
kisahku di A&E dept.
bismillah...
jarang benar aku berbicara mengenai kisahku y satu ini.. iaitu menghabiskan masaku di jabatan kecemasan hospital Kulim..
mengapa? kerana bagiku ia begitu personal dan dekat dihati.. sukar dikongsi.. segala pengalaman, tunjuk ajar abg2 MA, kakak2 staff nurse dan para doktor begitu meninggalkan kesan dlm lakaran kehidupanku..
namun memandangkan aku bakal meninggalkan kulim (utk sementara insyaAllah. doa2nya HO boleh di sini. ^_^) i better start writing or else i might forget some of the experiences i gain here. :)
ya, setiap satu kisah itu ada permulaannya dan permulaan kisahku di A&E bermula dgn aku dan rakan2ku hanya melintasi kawasan A&E dan kami dipanggil oleh salah seorg MA.. dia mengajak (or shall i say menyuruh) kami utk suture wound (jahit luka).. seriously, i never intended to learn suturing that time.. puas kami kata kami xpenah n tak tahu mcm mna nk suture but he said, ''jgn risau ni ada pakar boleh ajar'' which of course he is referring to another MA there.. my other two friends refuse but me, dgn perasaan ingin tahu dan ingin belajar, i take the challenge.. oh man seriously aku menggigil and just imagine, tmpt nk jahit wound tu kt dagu.. aih, buruk gk jadi uncle tu punya chin nnt. -_-
but alhamdulillah, i manage to suture the wound with guidance dr abg MA td. =D
since then, i started to fell in love with suturing, n indeed i started to enjoy coming to A&E and do any available tasks that i can do, starting from taking blood, ECG, wound dressing, suturing, tap-it sponging, giving meds either injections, tablets or even supp.. just name it, i'll rush to do it. either i know or not i'm willing to learn, if i don't know how, i'll just make muka tebal n ask anyone there, name it the doctors, MAs or nurses.. kena marah tu pernah but learning process never stops there.... boleh kata dh jadi mcm budak suruhan jugak.. but budak suruhan y rela hati disuruh atas dasar ingin belajar. ^_^
BANYAK pengalaman2 yang aku tak dapat lupakan, antaranya adalah...
y pertama, kena buat CPR dalam keadaan saya tak bersedia dan tak terfikir pun utk menyertai proses itu.. niat dihati hanya ingin melihat (pertama kali) bagaimana process resusitasi dilakukan.. suasana memang kelam kabut dan semua orang sibuk dgn tugas masing2.. ditakdirkan, doktor mengarahkan utk turut serta. and i was like O_O' sambil menggeleng2 kepala dgn bersungguh2.. serius, proses itu proses sebenar2 sedang berlaku, bukan simulasi atau praktis pada patung.. dan menyuruh aku turut serta? @_@
doktor bersungguh menyuruh aku memakai glove dan bersedia utk cardiac compression bergilir dgn MA2 which semua adalah lelaki dan aku? si kenot ni nk join in? ergh. -_-
Allah, sampai giliran aku utk cardiac compression dan mereka memberi sokongan dan dorongan mcm mna nk buat dgn betul...
Allah, Allah.. saat aku sedang lakukan cardiac compression, tup2 dapat cardiac reading.. erk. dalam banyak2 lelaki2 y kuat2 ni, time aku pulak dpt reading? im puzzled. @_@
takdir Allah, pesakit tersebut meninggal 30 minit kemudian tetapi pengalaman ini sangat memberi kesan padaku.. pertama kali pesakit meninggal dihadapanku. innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun.
y kedua, pengalaman menaiki ambulans utk mengambil pesakit.. 2 kali aku berpeluang dan kedua2nya aku buntu......... @_@
situasi pertama, mengambil pesakit di kawasan kemalangan.. apa y aku lakukan? tolong pegang kasut patient. -_-'' yelah, apa sangat y budak hingusan ini boleh tolong dlm keadaan masih tak tahu apa2 pasal pre-hospital emergency care ni.
situasi kedua, mengambil pesakit di rumahnya.. aku hanya tlg pegang mesin ECG and SpO2 n berjalan di belakang staf2... ditakdirkan, anak kepada pesakit bertanya tentang keadaan maknya kepada aku.. yelah, siapa suruh pakai whitecoat g rumah patient.. memang orang expect doktor lah kan? -_-' aku hanya menjawab y basic2 smbil buat muka minta tolong kt staf dihadapan.. alhamdulillah pertolongan diberi.
kedua2 scene ini membuktikan aku memang tak da sumbangan pon dlm pre-hospital care ni.. tapi sememangnya niat aku ikut adalah untuk mendapat exposure. dan misi tercapai. fullstop.
y ketiga, seorang kanak2, mungkin around 5 tahun. accident dilanggar kereta dan terjatuh di jalan raya. luaran hanya nampak luka2 abrasion tetapi keadaan adik ni mcm suspicious.. sekejap dia sedar, sekejap mcm orang mengantuk.. bila dia sedar dia akan cranky dan irritable, bila dia mengantuk tu dia akan senyap lepas tu mcm tertidur. this cycle continue along the time aku cuci luka abrasion di tangan dan kakinya kt treatment room.. pada masa itu jugak, ada terperasaan di kepalanya ada benjol, tak besar sangat but noticeable.. seorang doktor HO masih reviewing this patient and did not notice this suspicious condition of this child.. later, an MO who previously was passing by the room asked where's the patient (which at that time are send to do Xray) and he said the patient needed to be reviewed in red zone... dipendekkan cerita.. after a long time was taken to stabilize the patient, the child was send to seberang jaya hospital for a CT scan of the brain.. later it was found out that the child have bleeding inside the skull and emergency craniotomy was done to remove the blood.. O_O seriously. i never thought it could be that serious.
other than that, antara y paling bermakna sepanjang meluangkan masa di kecemasan adalah staf-stafnya.. seriously, mereka sangat baik.. especially abg2 MA dan kakak2 nurse y suka layan budak semak br nk belajar ni.. tak ramai y suka layan budak hingusan ni tapi y sedikit inilah y memberi aku experiences y tak dpt dilupa. ^_^ bukan Dr2 tak banyak ajar tp Dr selalu bz with patients but once they teach, wah toche sifu...... ^_^ byk input dpt... generally boleh di klasifikasikan, Dr byk ajar teori, n the staffs byk ajar praktikal.. n both are important for me... thank you guys. sobsob :')
among all. the thing i LOVE the most is SUTURING.. and in emergency there are plenty of opportunity to learn if only we are patient enough to wait for the cases. ;) *aih, if only i can specialize in suturing field and being called suturist (master of suture) hahaha. =D
i think these are some of the experiences that i can recall now after 1 year (since most of the events occur when i'm in 3rd year).. but what can i say from these experiences are, if u are eager to learn, insyaAllah God will give you the opportunity to learn..
*some of the staffs even call me 'jonah' since every time i come to A&E surely will got either some serious case or the dept will be hectic with all the green and yellow zone cases. i have to say 'Alhamdulillah Allah beri peluang untuk aku belajar.' :)
anyway, untuk pengetahuan adik2, junior2 atau mungkin rakan2 sebatch, atau senior2 y membaca entry ini, saya BUKAN ponteng bedside teaching/ward round/lecture utk dtg A&E tapi saya datang slps waktu kls. either petang lepas kls, malam, or tgh hari in between class atau bila takda teaching. tak dinafikan, saya eager utk datang A&E lebih dari dtg ward. sbb ward boring. haha ok skeptical. :P
tp ini semua dulu, bila ada extra skit free time.. skg dah makin pack... T-T
walau bagaimanapun, saya amat menggalakkan insan2 (pelajar perubatan) y masih ada masa terluang, bila boring2 kt rumah/hostel, mls nk baca buku (mcm saya), instead of luangkan masa utk aktiviti tak mendatangkan manfaat pada diri, org lain dan masa hadapan, rajin2 lah datang kecemasan. insyaAllah bila niat baik utk belajar, Allah bagi peluang. kalau tak, kena sabar utk tunggu peluang tu. seriously, kt A&E jgk saya baca buku (walau tak banyak), handbook la selalunya. (sbb bila xda patient, tak da procedure nk buat, takda sapa nk layan sembang, u tend to read since u r boring doing nothing. hehe)
tidak habis di sini post ini. pasti ramai tertanya MENGAPA saya semangat habis nk 'buang' masa di A&E??
kerana saya percaya seorang doktor haruslah menjadi seorang y holistic (menyeluruh), bukan sekadar mengambil history, buat physical examination, hantar investigations dan buat kerja2 clerk (review, summary, etc) tetapi seorang doktor juga harus tahu, mcm mna nk bagi meds, injections, suture wound, kerja2 'remeh' y selalu di pas kepada nurse/MA. kerana apa? bukan cnfirm pon lepas grad nnt akan dihantar ke mana. mna la tahu MO nnt kena hantar kt hulu ke?where everything depend on the doctor? ha. kan serabut hidup.
*ok ini entry y SANGAT panjang. but trully base on my experience. hee.
Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal. jzkk. ^_^
jarang benar aku berbicara mengenai kisahku y satu ini.. iaitu menghabiskan masaku di jabatan kecemasan hospital Kulim..
mengapa? kerana bagiku ia begitu personal dan dekat dihati.. sukar dikongsi.. segala pengalaman, tunjuk ajar abg2 MA, kakak2 staff nurse dan para doktor begitu meninggalkan kesan dlm lakaran kehidupanku..
namun memandangkan aku bakal meninggalkan kulim (utk sementara insyaAllah. doa2nya HO boleh di sini. ^_^) i better start writing or else i might forget some of the experiences i gain here. :)
ya, setiap satu kisah itu ada permulaannya dan permulaan kisahku di A&E bermula dgn aku dan rakan2ku hanya melintasi kawasan A&E dan kami dipanggil oleh salah seorg MA.. dia mengajak (or shall i say menyuruh) kami utk suture wound (jahit luka).. seriously, i never intended to learn suturing that time.. puas kami kata kami xpenah n tak tahu mcm mna nk suture but he said, ''jgn risau ni ada pakar boleh ajar'' which of course he is referring to another MA there.. my other two friends refuse but me, dgn perasaan ingin tahu dan ingin belajar, i take the challenge.. oh man seriously aku menggigil and just imagine, tmpt nk jahit wound tu kt dagu.. aih, buruk gk jadi uncle tu punya chin nnt. -_-
but alhamdulillah, i manage to suture the wound with guidance dr abg MA td. =D
since then, i started to fell in love with suturing, n indeed i started to enjoy coming to A&E and do any available tasks that i can do, starting from taking blood, ECG, wound dressing, suturing, tap-it sponging, giving meds either injections, tablets or even supp.. just name it, i'll rush to do it. either i know or not i'm willing to learn, if i don't know how, i'll just make muka tebal n ask anyone there, name it the doctors, MAs or nurses.. kena marah tu pernah but learning process never stops there.... boleh kata dh jadi mcm budak suruhan jugak.. but budak suruhan y rela hati disuruh atas dasar ingin belajar. ^_^
BANYAK pengalaman2 yang aku tak dapat lupakan, antaranya adalah...
y pertama, kena buat CPR dalam keadaan saya tak bersedia dan tak terfikir pun utk menyertai proses itu.. niat dihati hanya ingin melihat (pertama kali) bagaimana process resusitasi dilakukan.. suasana memang kelam kabut dan semua orang sibuk dgn tugas masing2.. ditakdirkan, doktor mengarahkan utk turut serta. and i was like O_O' sambil menggeleng2 kepala dgn bersungguh2.. serius, proses itu proses sebenar2 sedang berlaku, bukan simulasi atau praktis pada patung.. dan menyuruh aku turut serta? @_@
doktor bersungguh menyuruh aku memakai glove dan bersedia utk cardiac compression bergilir dgn MA2 which semua adalah lelaki dan aku? si kenot ni nk join in? ergh. -_-
Allah, sampai giliran aku utk cardiac compression dan mereka memberi sokongan dan dorongan mcm mna nk buat dgn betul...
Allah, Allah.. saat aku sedang lakukan cardiac compression, tup2 dapat cardiac reading.. erk. dalam banyak2 lelaki2 y kuat2 ni, time aku pulak dpt reading? im puzzled. @_@
takdir Allah, pesakit tersebut meninggal 30 minit kemudian tetapi pengalaman ini sangat memberi kesan padaku.. pertama kali pesakit meninggal dihadapanku. innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun.
y kedua, pengalaman menaiki ambulans utk mengambil pesakit.. 2 kali aku berpeluang dan kedua2nya aku buntu......... @_@
situasi pertama, mengambil pesakit di kawasan kemalangan.. apa y aku lakukan? tolong pegang kasut patient. -_-'' yelah, apa sangat y budak hingusan ini boleh tolong dlm keadaan masih tak tahu apa2 pasal pre-hospital emergency care ni.
situasi kedua, mengambil pesakit di rumahnya.. aku hanya tlg pegang mesin ECG and SpO2 n berjalan di belakang staf2... ditakdirkan, anak kepada pesakit bertanya tentang keadaan maknya kepada aku.. yelah, siapa suruh pakai whitecoat g rumah patient.. memang orang expect doktor lah kan? -_-' aku hanya menjawab y basic2 smbil buat muka minta tolong kt staf dihadapan.. alhamdulillah pertolongan diberi.
kedua2 scene ini membuktikan aku memang tak da sumbangan pon dlm pre-hospital care ni.. tapi sememangnya niat aku ikut adalah untuk mendapat exposure. dan misi tercapai. fullstop.
y ketiga, seorang kanak2, mungkin around 5 tahun. accident dilanggar kereta dan terjatuh di jalan raya. luaran hanya nampak luka2 abrasion tetapi keadaan adik ni mcm suspicious.. sekejap dia sedar, sekejap mcm orang mengantuk.. bila dia sedar dia akan cranky dan irritable, bila dia mengantuk tu dia akan senyap lepas tu mcm tertidur. this cycle continue along the time aku cuci luka abrasion di tangan dan kakinya kt treatment room.. pada masa itu jugak, ada terperasaan di kepalanya ada benjol, tak besar sangat but noticeable.. seorang doktor HO masih reviewing this patient and did not notice this suspicious condition of this child.. later, an MO who previously was passing by the room asked where's the patient (which at that time are send to do Xray) and he said the patient needed to be reviewed in red zone... dipendekkan cerita.. after a long time was taken to stabilize the patient, the child was send to seberang jaya hospital for a CT scan of the brain.. later it was found out that the child have bleeding inside the skull and emergency craniotomy was done to remove the blood.. O_O seriously. i never thought it could be that serious.
other than that, antara y paling bermakna sepanjang meluangkan masa di kecemasan adalah staf-stafnya.. seriously, mereka sangat baik.. especially abg2 MA dan kakak2 nurse y suka layan budak semak br nk belajar ni.. tak ramai y suka layan budak hingusan ni tapi y sedikit inilah y memberi aku experiences y tak dpt dilupa. ^_^ bukan Dr2 tak banyak ajar tp Dr selalu bz with patients but once they teach, wah toche sifu...... ^_^ byk input dpt... generally boleh di klasifikasikan, Dr byk ajar teori, n the staffs byk ajar praktikal.. n both are important for me... thank you guys. sobsob :')
among all. the thing i LOVE the most is SUTURING.. and in emergency there are plenty of opportunity to learn if only we are patient enough to wait for the cases. ;) *aih, if only i can specialize in suturing field and being called suturist (master of suture) hahaha. =D
i think these are some of the experiences that i can recall now after 1 year (since most of the events occur when i'm in 3rd year).. but what can i say from these experiences are, if u are eager to learn, insyaAllah God will give you the opportunity to learn..
*some of the staffs even call me 'jonah' since every time i come to A&E surely will got either some serious case or the dept will be hectic with all the green and yellow zone cases. i have to say 'Alhamdulillah Allah beri peluang untuk aku belajar.' :)
anyway, untuk pengetahuan adik2, junior2 atau mungkin rakan2 sebatch, atau senior2 y membaca entry ini, saya BUKAN ponteng bedside teaching/ward round/lecture utk dtg A&E tapi saya datang slps waktu kls. either petang lepas kls, malam, or tgh hari in between class atau bila takda teaching. tak dinafikan, saya eager utk datang A&E lebih dari dtg ward. sbb ward boring. haha ok skeptical. :P
tp ini semua dulu, bila ada extra skit free time.. skg dah makin pack... T-T
walau bagaimanapun, saya amat menggalakkan insan2 (pelajar perubatan) y masih ada masa terluang, bila boring2 kt rumah/hostel, mls nk baca buku (mcm saya), instead of luangkan masa utk aktiviti tak mendatangkan manfaat pada diri, org lain dan masa hadapan, rajin2 lah datang kecemasan. insyaAllah bila niat baik utk belajar, Allah bagi peluang. kalau tak, kena sabar utk tunggu peluang tu. seriously, kt A&E jgk saya baca buku (walau tak banyak), handbook la selalunya. (sbb bila xda patient, tak da procedure nk buat, takda sapa nk layan sembang, u tend to read since u r boring doing nothing. hehe)
tidak habis di sini post ini. pasti ramai tertanya MENGAPA saya semangat habis nk 'buang' masa di A&E??
kerana saya percaya seorang doktor haruslah menjadi seorang y holistic (menyeluruh), bukan sekadar mengambil history, buat physical examination, hantar investigations dan buat kerja2 clerk (review, summary, etc) tetapi seorang doktor juga harus tahu, mcm mna nk bagi meds, injections, suture wound, kerja2 'remeh' y selalu di pas kepada nurse/MA. kerana apa? bukan cnfirm pon lepas grad nnt akan dihantar ke mana. mna la tahu MO nnt kena hantar kt hulu ke?where everything depend on the doctor? ha. kan serabut hidup.
*ok ini entry y SANGAT panjang. but trully base on my experience. hee.
Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal. jzkk. ^_^
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Thursday, January 31, 2013
its the end of 4th year.. o_o
bismillah...
how shall i put it into words.
Kulim hospital have been my second home since 2 years ago. now, its about time to leave Kulim hospital n headed to Alor Setar Hospital.. yerp, new hospital, new environment, new surrounding, AND new clinical year.. which is the 5th year a.k.a THE FINAL YEAR .. o_o
its like a dream. i felt like it was just last week that i came to waziria and enrolled myself as the first batch of MD UKM-AUCMS. we go through every hardship and difficulty as the first batch, with all the deficiency in the equipment in the laboratory, the facilities, the CADAVER( a deceased body to be use for medical teaching), the lack of lecturers and the technical issues with the teleconference thing.
then, it felt like it was just yesterday we came to Kulim Hospital for the orientation and briefing before we proceed through the klinik asas, divided into our respected group for the 3rd year postings and then come the 4th year, and PUFFF now we are in the end of 4th year and about to face our end of semester exam this 18 February. subhanallah, subhanallah. la haulawala kuwwata illa billah..
throughout this 2 years of clinical postings, we have been travel quite often. to Kuala Selangor for our public health posting, to Taiping for our Psychiatry, ENT, Opthal, Anaest postings, to HUKM, to Alor Setar Hospital, back and forth to Kepala Batas for the teaching sessions with lecturers and few others. that is why i called myself as a nomad. hidup pindah randah. :)
but truly, all these experiences challenge myself to become more independent, flexible, able to receive last minute orders (*smirk) and to think ahead for any situation that might come across in the near future.... *reflective writing mood ;)
anyhow, i'm looking forward for the next challenge, the FINAL year....
ok seriously, CUAK. =_=""
BUT to be able to face the FINAL year, i have to face this just around-the-corner challenge, which is the END OF SEMESTER 2 YEAR 4 EXAMINATION...
bismillah, may Allah ease our way, may Allah help us throughout our journey, and may Allah's blessing guided us to the right path. amin.
alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal..
how shall i put it into words.
Kulim hospital have been my second home since 2 years ago. now, its about time to leave Kulim hospital n headed to Alor Setar Hospital.. yerp, new hospital, new environment, new surrounding, AND new clinical year.. which is the 5th year a.k.a THE FINAL YEAR .. o_o
its like a dream. i felt like it was just last week that i came to waziria and enrolled myself as the first batch of MD UKM-AUCMS. we go through every hardship and difficulty as the first batch, with all the deficiency in the equipment in the laboratory, the facilities, the CADAVER( a deceased body to be use for medical teaching), the lack of lecturers and the technical issues with the teleconference thing.
then, it felt like it was just yesterday we came to Kulim Hospital for the orientation and briefing before we proceed through the klinik asas, divided into our respected group for the 3rd year postings and then come the 4th year, and PUFFF now we are in the end of 4th year and about to face our end of semester exam this 18 February. subhanallah, subhanallah. la haulawala kuwwata illa billah..
throughout this 2 years of clinical postings, we have been travel quite often. to Kuala Selangor for our public health posting, to Taiping for our Psychiatry, ENT, Opthal, Anaest postings, to HUKM, to Alor Setar Hospital, back and forth to Kepala Batas for the teaching sessions with lecturers and few others. that is why i called myself as a nomad. hidup pindah randah. :)
but truly, all these experiences challenge myself to become more independent, flexible, able to receive last minute orders (*smirk) and to think ahead for any situation that might come across in the near future.... *reflective writing mood ;)
anyhow, i'm looking forward for the next challenge, the FINAL year....
ok seriously, CUAK. =_=""
BUT to be able to face the FINAL year, i have to face this just around-the-corner challenge, which is the END OF SEMESTER 2 YEAR 4 EXAMINATION...
bismillah, may Allah ease our way, may Allah help us throughout our journey, and may Allah's blessing guided us to the right path. amin.
alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal..
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Monday, January 28, 2013
Saturday, January 26, 2013
pecutan.
bismillah...
ya, pecutan perlu dilakukan.. pecutan amal, ilmu, kebaikan, ibadah. kerana kita takkan pernah tahu bila kita akan dipanggil kembali. mungkin dalam keadaan beramal, atau dalam keadaan lalai..
'maka berlumba-lumbalah berbuat kebaikan' Al-Maidah 5: 48
biar pecutan se'laju' pecutan kura2, y penting tidak se'semangat' sang arnab yang hanya hangat-hangat tahi ayam.
'amalan yang sedikit tapi berterusan itu lebih disukai Allah s.w.t' hadith riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim
kalau bukan kita. siapa? orang lain. oh benar. maka merekalah orang y beruntung dan kitalah orang yang rugi.
'dan hendaklah di antara kamu ada segolongan orang y menyeru kepada kebaikan, menyuruh (berbuat) yang makruf, dan mencegah dari yang mungkar. dan mereka itulah orang-orang yang beruntung' Ali Imran 3: 104
makruf: segala perbuatan yang mendekatkan diri kepada Allah
mungkar: segala perbuatan yang menjauhkan diri dari Allah
its up to us. benar hidayah milik Allah tetapi andai kita tidak berusaha mencarinya, ia tetap milik Allah.
'Hai hamba-Ku! Kamu semua sesat kecuali orang yang telah Kami beri petunjuk, maka hendaklah kamu minta petunjuk pada-Ku, pasti Aku akan memberi petunjuk.' hadith riwayat Muslim.
dalam hadith yang sama Rasulullah bersabda, Allah telah berfirman:
'Hai hamba-Ku! Jika orang yang terdahulu dan yang terakhir di antaramu, manusia dan jin semuanya, mereka berada di bumi yang satu, maka mereka meminta kepada-Ku, maka Aku memberikan tiap-tiap orang permintaannya, tidaklah itu mengurangi daripada yang ada pada-Ku, kecuali sebagaimana sebatang jarum apabila dimasukkan ke laut.' hadith riwayat Muslim
2 pilihan telah diberi, jalan kejahatan dan jalan ketaqwaan. hati itu bisa memilih andai nafsu terpimpin oleh keimanan kepada Allah.
taqwa: mengikut segala perintah, menjauhi segala larangan
iman: meyakini
'maka Dia mengilhamkan kepadanya (jalan) kejahatan dan ketaqwaannya. sungguh beruntung orang yang menyucikannya (jiwa itu), dan sungguh rugi orang yang mengotorinya.' Asy-Syams 91: 8-10
maka, saat hidayah dipohon dan hidayah diterima, pecutlah selaju mungkin menuju Ilahi. pecut dalam menambah ilmu, pecut dalam beribadah, pecut dalam membuat kebaikan.. kerana yang tertinggal itulah orang2 y rugi.. wallahu'alam.
alhamdulillah 'ala kulli halli wa ni'mah..
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ALLAH know!
"dan Dialah y menidurkan kamu pada mlm hari dan Dia mengetahui apa y kamu kerjakan pada siang hari. kemudian Dia membangunkan kamu pada siang hari utk disempurnakan umurmu y telah ditetapkan. kemudian kepadaNya tempat kamu kembali, lalu Dia memberitahukan kepadamu apa y tlh kamu kerjakan." Al-An'am 6: 60
motivating one-self!~
"la yukallifullahu nafsan illa wus'aha"
Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya" al-Baqarah 2: 286
~~kadang kala Allah sembunyikan matahari, Dia datangkan petir dan kilat.. kita tertanya-tanya, kemana hilangnya mentari?? rupa-rupanya Allah gantikannya dengan sang pelangi yang indah... ^_^
